| BACK IN NY! |
[Jul. 17th, 2008|03:48 pm] |
ok so were in ny on vacation...things are good so far :-)...the plane ride was decent i hate how my ears hurt afterward!!! that shit aint cool. Its so nice to not be at work and still get paid for it!! HAHA! but i have to get dressed...and take care of some shit...just got done from layin at the pool...this florida girl needs her tan back!
xoxo
Alison |
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| just a random update.... |
[Oct. 6th, 2007|04:32 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | "i'd lie" taylor swift | ] |
ok so... diesel got his shots and he is dewormed and on all the heart worm meds!YAY!! thats a good thing..were still debating about moving back south..everyone swears its so i can be around charles but geeze gime a break would ya! Its just that Lake County dosnt feel like home...down south is..i miss knowing i can go for a 2min car drive and be at the beach, i miss my stores!! I miss the people!!! I was just so much happier!!! Well i made some amazing friends up here and i love my job for the most part so im not sure whats going to happen..i will let everyone know that im doing it for me! not for anyone else!!...ohh god i just watched knocked up what a great movie!!I cried of course! The story line is pretty simple girl gets drunk hooks up with random guy no condom she gets preg and he tries to be the best father he can be...i wanted a baby for so long..in a way im happy it didnt happen cause wow i am in no way shape or form ready or stable enough for a baby...but wow its somthing to think about..then there is this taylor swift song that i just downloaded called "i'd lie" pretty much saying how she loves this guy but he cant know and if he was to ask her if she loved him she'd lie...ha i know where your comming from!!!...i miss him...he cant know cause his ego will go from a 2 to a 150! Is it worth it?? I doubt it...if he was to say "ali what do you really think of me?" id deff tell him for the most part.. but anyway im done rambling about nonsense...time for bed yea i need a nap !*ITS MY WEEKEND!!!!!!!* XOXO |
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| damn its been over a year! |
[Sep. 28th, 2007|11:28 am] |
SO MUCH SHIT HAS HAPPEND IN A YEAR!!! WOW!!! First lets start with were in lake county and latley im missing palm beach! Dont get me wrong i love this place and i love my job and i love the people here but i miss it there!!! Its just me and mom...dad is in Jacksonville...which is for the best.. i do miss him tho but oh well... KING got hit by a car about 6months ago he didnt survive </3 right then and there my whole world started crashing... charles and i called it quits *this time its for good :-(* Its kinda hard to believe after almost 3 and a half years its over...what a ride!! We do still talk I really dont know what pushed it over the edge but whatever...Edna died! Who would of ever thought!! You know I never really got along with her when she was alive but I sure did cry my eyes out when she passed... I have the most amazing job ever!! I get paid to have fun! lol! *well my job description is a cashier but 10pm-7am! who shops at those hours?? I love everyone i work with!! Can honestly say made some amazing whores.. i mean friends *love ya's!!* The guys up here are awesome... real gentelman...I CANT STAND IT!! LOL...Ive met a few great ones... they didnt really work as boyfriends oh well... I miss the aggressiveness!!! I cant date goodie goodies!!Im sorry its not in my nature!!! I need some who breaks some rules!! LOL... smoke a J every now and then its not gona kill you!!! EWW! After writing this.... i miss PALM BEACH... Oh god! I can say all the time I wont go back but im actually thinkin about it! WHY?!??!?! IDK!!!! OHH GOD!!!! why cant I cut the land from orlando and rivira beach and put the two together???? WHY NOT!??! damn! damn! DAMN! IDK what to do...Diesel is bothering mom all i hear is "ouch ouch no" lol! so i gota go... who knows how this is going to turn out!!
XOXO
Alison |
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| 2more days |
[Jul. 15th, 2006|09:36 pm] |
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of my vacation left im ready to come home! but im having a ball! |
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| updating;.. |
[Jul. 13th, 2006|03:52 pm] |
ok so now im about to spill my heart out... ive had so many mixed feelings latley its going crazy! what happens when you love somone so much even though you arnt with them because of stupidity?, and you think everything will work its self out like it always does then you realize things will NEVER be the same i just wana cry! but i keep telling myself everything will be ok...everything will be ok... then i laugh a bit and realize who am i kidding besides myself? everyone else thinks everythings fine but i know otherwise! and its not! i was having such a great vacation and i still am dont get me wrong its just a billion and one things are on my mind and i need them to get off, he always tells me everything is alrite when i need him too and this time he can tell me anything he wants and its not gona be alrite WHY??? it brings tears to my eyes just thinkin about it! i hate this with a passion!! Then theres somone who i konw will treat me like a princess and be there for me like he has been in hte past but why wont i just give up the other one and go for him??? why do i set myself up to get hurt? ive told friends in the past that there bf's wernt good to just get over them why cant i practice what i preach?? everytime i think things will be ok, and think ill stand strong just seeing or hearing him brings me to mush its not fair!! other than that my vacation is almost over. im kinda home sick but i think itll be alrite. i go home in 4days!!! i miss my parents!!!! but i will deffiently miss being up here also. so now i think im gona lay down for a bit because my tummy hurts
Alison |
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| lala |
[Jun. 23rd, 2006|03:38 pm] |
So im updating!! YAY!! im in NJ still having a great time!! we went to 6 flags and i went on nitro!! YAY GO ME!!! it was fuckin scarey!!!! GR! i think im staying longer than expected.im cooking now lol the weather has been hot we put AC's in today ive been suckin helium all day wooo hoo!! lol i kinda miss home my parents and brian. I hope everything is ok with his grandpa. I havent been able to get intouch with him so idk. went to beach the other day got burnt on my boobs but they dont hurt weird...went to the movies and saw the lake house OMFG what a GREAT MOVIE!!!!!!!! my aunt guna went with me the cousin and the cousins friend. The aunt cant sit through movies shes rockin in her seats talking POURING SALT DOWN MY PANTS!!!!! LOL and youknow when the screen goes black when they swtich sceens well she stood up and was ready to leave she thought it was over HAHA GREAT TIMES well im goinback to cookin
Love ya'll!!!
ALISON!!!!! ahhhhhhh i just realized misty has a doc appt 2day! OHH ITS A GIRL!!!!! |
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| Im Back IN NJ! |
[Jun. 12th, 2006|11:55 am] |
Yeppers have been for like umm 3days! went to the bored walk sat it was such a great day for that the sun was out and it was breezy ok it was fuckin cold! its damn june and its like 65 out! please explain why that happens!! And Jennies *cousin* bday party is this weekend its a laue out at the beach...wait 65 degrees today i have 4days till party i need a maricle and a tan! LOL Ohh so back to the bored walk that was really fun spend like 45bucks not to bad but got the cutest pair of sun glasses there pink wit diamonds on the side so the only reason i got them was to have a reason to talk to the guy..how lame..but it worked lol he was from the keys ha small world. so yea...yada yada ... then went on some rides with cousin.. then we go on this new age hemalaiah and of course they have the lean with it song on ha ilove it!!
cant find music like that on raido stations here so yea we get on and the guy is like "alison be carefull with your hand* ok so i have my name plate necklace and hand was inbrace...then its goin and those who kno me know im louddddddddddddd so were screaming on the ride "faster faster" then the guy jumps in front of us in the seat and yea so hes tellin the controle guy to go faster cousin and i are still screaming on top of our lungs yea were great well when it stops tehe guy is like "hey alison you have some nice legs!" WTF
ok im done
hating u hurts
loving u hurts more
wanting to be with you we'll thats just the icing on the cake.... |
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| BINGO!! |
[Jun. 8th, 2006|04:12 pm] |
Yea so Nanny and I went to play bingo last night...we didnt win! but had fun! the weather is startin too get better slowly but surley everyone is doing good. I SCOOPED THE LITTER BOX again yay go me! Im goin to the city hopfulyy 2morow if it dont rain! I think i want to join the navy or air force! dont judge yet! lol im still thinkin about it well im gona watch judge judy
Alison |
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| I scooped poop!! |
[Jun. 7th, 2006|11:59 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
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| | faith hill im the lucky one | ] |
HAHA WOW!! yep i did it! i scooped the litter box lol but dont tell anyone! its like 50 freakin degrees up here!!! BURRRRR were going to the movies to day to see the break up... how appropiate lol but whatever you know i was @ diner with the grandparetns yesterday and some guy said i looked like brooke sheilds...thanks? idk it crazy i know the CMT station by heart but i dont know what mtv is LOL ok well i gota go do make up and hair and get ready to leave
X♥X♥
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[Jun. 6th, 2006|08:24 pm] |
So lets see im in still in longisland!! im loving it! its kinda nice to spend one on one time with grandparents...I got a new bathing suit cause cousins 13th bday is a luee out *i know i spelt that wrong!!* and the bathing suit i have is totaly unappropit for family LOL so i got this cute one its 2 pice and yep its cute lol I also got some other clothing a tee shirt thats PINK and it says "tickeld pick" wow ok that seems a little perverted now that i type it but ohh well i got 2 pairs of shorts tell me this why are the shorts so much nicer up here down there i found some hot pink or bright blue umm NO lol i got reg jean ones here from Fashion Bug love that place If mom knew i spent 60 bucks on 2 pair of shorts shed die but they will last longer!! ok so back to my day we went to the chinese buffet my grandfather loves that place but everytime after we leave hes says the same thing "im never eating there again i over ate" we all just nod our head lol.. its still been pretty cold here. so no beach i talked to misty the other day that was a relife nothing like talking/venting to your best friend i got to get everything off my chest it felt good...i havent heard from brian which sucks ass!! im not sure whats gona happen with him but im gona give him a chance cause i reallyyyy do like him! Im starting to miss home a little bit but not to much i miss the sun! ive been informed that we might move to jax... im not sure how im taking that... but we've talked about that a lot in the past so im living for the day im not making ne more plans for a while ok wait movies this week wana see the break up and bingo hopefully we win the cash! and NYC on friday and hopefully Atlantic City *yes im gona do slots!!!!!!* and oh 6flags and board walk but besides that im not making plans! LOL Im not sure how many people are reading this so im done
HAPPY ANNIVERSY NANNY AND GRANDPA!!!!! 36 or 38 years!! DAMN could you inmagian being with the same person that long? I can!
Peace out...
and im leaving the question
what color would a smurf turn if you choked him??
love and miss ya'll!
♥Alison |
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| Made a NEW journal! |
[Jun. 5th, 2006|10:20 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | love keisha cole | ] |
So i made a new one! so lets see the plane wsa nice! kinda scared but not really we were like an hour late so that suckd! but the music was great!! lota good songs i could believe they had the song bestfriend by 50cent!! ha that was great so many other songs "ridin dirty!" ha...idiot... lol but ok i talked to misty yesterday!! shes doing good and showing! i cant believe shes having a baby in what ummm 5monts??? ahh ima be an aunt!! "aunt ali" awww! the weather has been freakin cold!! and i had dirty clothes in nj cause i was there 1st but ummm when going to Long Island to stay with grandparents i go to do laundry and im like wow ... my dirty clothes arnt here!! WTF?? left them in NJ so all i have here were the "houchie" clothing ex. the SKIRT everyone knows about the skirt nanny says its so short is should be a headband LOL and all of the other houchie skirts opps! so the good thing is i got to buy some shorts ueterday! woo hoo! DAD swears that i did it on pourpous just so i could buy more but i didnt..lol... speaking of dad i kinda miss mom and dad i talk to them a lot! i really miss home... and being online 24/7 lol not really that but i miss knowing where im going and where ive been lol... brian i miss him!!! a lot! im lookin forward to comming home to see him too...im going shopping today for a new bathing suit for cousins bday! i probally need an insulated dive suit or somthing lol but the new bathing suit i cant wear in front of grandparents lol most of u ok i think just brian has seen the new one haha it makes my booobs look great! but yea ok...i gota do hair and get dressed i love and miss ya'll
Alison!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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